I have 11 churches, 9 doctors...all in "God's Plan", embezzle, rape,attempt overdosing/euthansia: but God....ALL Pastors, Elders, Deacons, Prayer Leaders...(plus 2 demonic wives); while I searched for help; after sexual abuse beginning at 3, other at 2, Jesus at 6 but evil continued; husband stalker, mo hated from womb, cast me out, could never go home, family hated..why? I existed. 45 surgeries, died 7 times; God brought me here to heal but all was rejection and abuse, persecution, and the fine "Christians". Sick bad. No church, no doctor, no family (God: Your roots are in ME. I am your Family. more) I have believed and expected...too bad too hard too heavy too looong. How do I get out of here? Sick, done. WHY don't you give answers with your affirmation
of not really any help or hope. HOW do I get out of here??? WHERE is there to go?
WHERE is there any help? None. WHY does HE insist I breathe? Too much to deal with and yep....it's all my fault and all in my head. Why would I want to go to church? No one lives it. Isolated and dispair. He took me from serving Him Much/in spite of, to this. People read these looking for HELP, not confirmation that there is none and never will be.
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